In Need Of One Free Home Organizer......

Help. I need help. In many ways, yes I do need help. Today, however I am looking for something specific.....I need to organize my house. This might not sound so bad to you, let's just say I am over whelmed. I don't know where to start or what project I need to tackle first.

My house isn't dirty, it may be at times a little messy but WEhave a lot of stuff. I am somewhat of a pack rat, but I will part with things. I don't want to party with everything,'cause some day I wont be living in this 900 square foot house and I will need that stuff.

I think of a project I want to start, map out how to do it, what needs to be done and then I get butterflies in my stomach....and I just can't do it. It seems so overwhelming and daunting to me and I just give up and then, I feel frustrated.



It doesn't help that I have two rather large boys, a large dog and a big teddy bear for a husband. I think if push came to shove they would be more than willing to help, but I have to be the one pushing and shoving. Like I said I get overwhelmed and then just don't do it.

So what I need is free help form someone who is willing to help me pull my head out of the sand and get me on task, not just one day but for several. There are drawers to be cleaned out, closets to go through, rooms to rearrange. I need to paint, putty and do something with the floors. Did I mention the walls in my kitchen or the fact that I need to purge my cupboards.

Now that I look at that list, I just want to toss my hands up in the air and say I give....

I have plenty of time in the evening to do it, so time isn't a factor. It isn't a question of being lazy or even procrastinating (even though I am very good at that). It just feels like I am in the deep end I cannot get to the surface for air.

I will now go look at my list of things I need to do and pretend it doesn't exist.